Board Exam Butterflies

One more sleep and it’s the day that all nursing graduates have been looking forward to. Tomorrow is the first day of The Philippine Nurse Licensure Exam. Well, knowing that its not my first time, I’m done with the so called “first time crisis”. But this time it’s kind of different. Maybe because I have been studying a lot; and It’s the first time that I’m actually doing my best for the exam. And like I said before, I want to pass this time.

I’ve got butterflies on my tummy. It’s not all bad because I can handle it unlike the first time. Yes I do get nervous if I really think about it but it’s nothing I couldn’t handle. I’m just relaxing myself and chillin’ in my room listening to pop music. What’s funny is when I went through my nursing uniforms for tomorrow because we are required to wear our uniform, all of them were quite huge for me already. I can’t believe I was that fat back then. Gosh! When I tried them on, I couldn’t figure out what to pick. So I picked one base on its color, not the size. LOL. I’ll be wearing my yellow top nursing uniform matched with white pants and white shoes. Isn’t that cute? I’ll just wear a sweater too to cover up how big the uniform is. LOL. I’ll look like a hanger if I don’t wear one.

I’m excited and a bit nervous but I’m not anxiuos. Well, at least not anymore or at least I know I’m not I guess. Anyway, so good luck to me. Good luck to all of us who will be taking the exam for two days. I’m praying that God will give me my license this time; if He thinks it’s the right time. Like I said, I’ve resolve and gave everything I have to God and I leave the results up to Him. I’m taking the exam for His glory, for His honor (Gosh I’m about to cry LOL) … Everything I do now is for the honor and glory of God! That’s the one thing that I didn’t have before because no matter what I do, I end up losing. I’m not all out expecting for God to do me the miracle of passing. If its His will, then it will be done! All I know is if I pass, I will praise Him, and if I don’t pass, I will still praise Him! I would still love Him and honor Him even in defeat because I know that everything I do is for His glory. So this is it! With God’s guidance, I know I can make it. I don’t know if I have prepared my field enough to receive the rain. Now it’s up to God.

XOXO