LoveLife UPDATE: Possessiveness

Fuck! I’m overly possessive! I hate it! I hate being this way! I don’t know how to stop it! I’m acquisitive, avaricious, controlling, grabby, hoggish, selfish, grudging, skeptic AND SO MUCH MORE!!!!!!!!! Errrrrrrrrrrrrrr!

I have never been this way to anyone before, not even to my ex-boyfriends! They were the ones who were this way to me! But now, it’s a totally different story! The tables are turned! For the love of God mj, when will you stop?!!!!!

I’m sorry for the way I am and I hate the way I am now! One small mistake he does, I flare up! It’s not even a mistake, it is my standards! Fuck my standarsd! Fuck my demands! There’s too much bullshit in them! Shit!

Forgive my words but I can’t help the way I’m feeling right now! I have so much hate for myself! I’m sorry God! I’m sorry Mine! I’m sorry! and I hate you mj! Damn you! Fuck you mj! Errrrrrrrrrrrr! Please Please Please change! And I guess I’m too much in love! that ain’t a bad thing, right? Too much love will kill me?

Fuck XOXO!