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I want to Be Licensed and I want to have my Own Pad!
November 22, 2009Things have been really rough for me lately. My Licensure exam for Nursing is coming up. It will be next week November 29 and 30. It isn’t my first time to take the exam but I want to pass this time. Though being a Nurse isn’t really my calling, I want to be licensed for it at the very least. I have been working online and studying at the same time. I have set my priorities and set aside all things that could get in the way with what I want. Believe me it’s not easy. But I am taking things one day at a time.
My stay with my parents have been long overdue. I believe it’s time for me to take my life to the next level; and that is living on my own. And that’s the reason why I’m working so hard as an Article Rewriter. I want to live on my own and see if I can do it. How would I know if I won’t try, right? I’m thinking of getting my own pad soon enough. With the salary I’m having from my work, I know it would be enough for me to go out and explore the world without anyone telling me what to do. I’m truly serious about saving up for it so it could become a reality.
God help me! I’m praying for everything. I’m literally getting down on my knees before Him for this. I’m getting tired being pushed by some people whom I value the most telling me I’m not good enough. They have always been right and I have always taken the challenges they have been throwing unto me in ways I could handle. But sometimes it brought me breaking down. The hurt I have been enduring all this time has overflowed in my veins that sometimes it wanted to leak out from my body. I know they’re right, but it just hurts me everytime. And the only way out is to live on my own.
The Pad I want is just around the corner considering the work I have right now. Time, patience and strength is all I need. The License? I’m resolving and giving up all I have to the Lord and I leave the results up to Him.
XOXO
just believe you’ll pass the exams, and it shall be so. i do hope that if you decide to get your own place you will consider what i said to you on this matter. if you do leave your home, remember, you are on your own. and please, be on your own for real. don’t lean on someone else or make that person be the reason you want to be on your own. the world is huge and life is full of so many things. you are already independent in the sense that you are earning from something you are working hard for. be proud of it. keep it up. don’t lose hope. what people say, they say because they care but it doesn’t mean you can’t strike out on your own. it’s still your life, live it.
Posted by cheska at November 23, 2009, 10:32 pm